It's been a while since I've written my thoughts down. I've been struggling lately. Atruggling with my thoughts, my esting habits, and my weight. I was so proud of my journey and starting to feel healthy when suddenly I wasnt anymore. I had a hard time standing to cook and do the dishes. I had... Continue Reading →

Day 2 food dairy

I had a very late start to my day, not getting up until about 2 in the afternoon. I was starving when I got up! So, I took my medicine, drank a bottle of water, and relaxed for an about half an hour. I ended up making chocolate chip kodiac pancakes for my "breakfast". This... Continue Reading →


Last night I couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned continuously until about 6 this morning. That was with taking melatonin at 3. Usually I take a melatonin and I'm out like a light, but not last night. My body hurt. My thighs felt like I had just run a marathon. I ended up taking a... Continue Reading →

May 1st Food diary

Coffee for breakfast 🤦‍♀️ A chicken cob salad from Lazy Dog, but no dressing or blue cheese with two 20 oz bottles of water. Dinner was a potatoes with eggs. I ended up still being extremely hungry after this and made a grilled cheese sandwich. Potatoes, onion, red and green bell peppers, garlic, garlic powder,... Continue Reading →

Day 1

I wasn't always fat. I feel like that's how everyone's story starts when you watch people's journey or watch my 600 pound life. I wasn't always fat but then this happened. Well, it isn't different with me. I'm the cliche, unoriginal story. But yet, I'm here sharing it. When I was young, I remember vividly... Continue Reading →

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